i dunno…count me among the legion of tumblr artists with mental illnesses trying to depict whats going on in their heads because its better than throwing themselves into the sun i guess
This is kinda what it’s like. For me, it’s quieter than it looks, but ever-present. Drops roots in and just slowly expands, till it pops your brain open like a plant busting through a sidewalk. Meds have helped a ton though. It’s like going from grabbing a pan from the stove barehanded to using an oven mitt.
Also, phemiec’s art is the fucking best. A+